My Cousin. My Lover

MY COUSIN. MY LOVER. This is the first time ever true story written by my cousin. This is also her first posting .Please be kind. As far back as I can remember, I have had a huge crush on my 2nd cousin. I should say that he is 13 years older than me. When I was 14, my Mom, sister and I were all out at his families house for the annual 4th of July BBQ. I had gone downstairs by myself to use the restroom and saw him changing into his bathing suit through a crack in the door of the downstairs bedroom. I watched him for a while not letting him know I was there. He had the most beautiful body I had ever seen with lots of thick dark hair and has always had these gorgeous blue eyes. This was the first time I had ever seen a man’s naked body and I was instantly excited. I remember my heart racing and not really being sure if I should let him know I was watching or if I should even be watching. I could not turn my eyes away and after what seemed a very long time, I chickened out and ran off. I have always wondered what he would have done if I had let him know my presence. Would he have wanted to teach a 14 year old girl what it felt like to get fucked by a man or he would have turned me away. Many thoughts ran through my mind the rest of the day and I could not get how beautiful his body was out of my mind. I guess we will never know the answers to the many questions I had that day. We would see each other occasionally through the years but we were never really close. I have never ever forgotten that day and have thought of him in many different fantasies since then. He was the first man to give me a wet pussy and the man I thought about the first time I masterbated (later that day) and had my first orgasm. Every time I would see him through the years I would remember seeing him change and it always made me excited and wet. I keep seeing his dick and could not get it out of my mind. I am now in my 40’s and he is in his 50’s. Over the last few years, we have seen each other many times and have gotten a lot closer. Last year a group of us went to the state fair. We had a LOT of drinks and were rather tipsy. He had been appointed the job of getting me back to the hotel (which I was very happy about) although, I wasn’t sure I would have the courage to really tell him how I felt. We had been really flirting with each other the entire day (me more than him) and in my cloudy, alcohol soaked head, I think we were talking about “us” when we decided to leave the beer tent. We took the sky ride across the fair instead of walking. As we were riding on the sky ride back across the fair we were finally alone and with our “liquid courage” we had the chance to really say what we wanted. He finally kissed me, I was in heaven, I had been dreaming of this day since I was 14 years old. I was NOT disappointed. He put his arm around me and pulled me close to kiss me very gently at first and then with more force parting my lips with his tongue. Was this really happening? Was the man of most all of my fantasies really kissing me? Yes, he was and my pussy was instantly wet and ready for him to take full advantage. We talked off and on during the ride in between kissing. I had to let him know I was on the tail end of my period (you never know how that will affect things). To my relief that did not bother him. I decided to let him know that I shave my pussy completely. He kind of moaned in my ear and told me he loved a shaved pussy and he kissed me again. When we got to the end of the ride we had to be “cousins” again while we walked to the car. He kissed me again when we got in the car and we did some touching over the clothes. I would have loved to get on my knees and suck his dick on the ride to the hotel but since we had been drinking, it was probably better to let him focus on the short drive back. We finally got to the hotel and in the elevator. We were having a great time on that elevator until a bunch of kids got on. What the hell were kids doing on an elevator that late at night anyway? It seemed like forever until we were alone in my room. As soon as we were alone, we were all over each other. He undressed me quickly and started sucking on my tits and telling me how great they were. He told me he was very nervous that my sister, who was sharing a room with me, could walk in at any moment. But that didn’t stop him from putting his fingers deep inside me, he said to me “oh yes, you are so wet” and it did not take long for me to cum, I had been fantasizing about this moment for years after all. The fact that I was on my period did not stop him from eating my pussy. He is an expert at eating pussy and it did not take me long to cum again! Never before had I had multiple orgasms, it is normally all I can do to have one so this was a very pleasant surprise. He has an amazing dick, which I finally got a taste of. I had always wondered what his dick would taste like. A slight salty flavor that tastes even better mixed with the juices from my pussy. We fucked and sucked each other for almost an hour. He had to leave before my sister showed up. How to explain that. The next day was difficult for me, we were going to lunch with our family (our Moms, my sister and his daughter) and I wasn’t exactly sure how to act. Could they read our faces and know that we had fucked the night before? Could they see the “fuck me again” expression on my face every time I looked at him? I sat next to him and even though we had to behave we did rub our legs together under the table. It was all I could do not to grab him and kiss him and let him fuck me again. Since then we have been together many times. Each time I have multiple orgasms, to the point where my entire body shakes with pleasure. Every time we are together is better than the last. He is teaching me so much I have never tried including a 3 some. I will tell you about that in the next story. He is an absolutely amazing lover and that fourteen year old girl is extremely happy and so is this 43 year old woman!